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I'm not asking them to pay a single cent just to support me by coming for a simple food tasting is so difficult..Yesterday I didn't really sleep yesterday night 1 plus just sleep after that 2 plus am wake up and never sleep until 3 plus ... Having backache and headache I forced myself to come to work ... so sad !!!<br /><br />Why when they need my help I'm suppose to be there but when I'm need of help who can be there for me ??? Who can I ask for help ???<br /><br />So sad I really don't know what is family for ??? Why should I be accepting disappointment from them when I suppose to get support from them ??? What is family Ties ???<br /><br />I never enjoyed love from family but to love them what is this ??? Is It because my previous life I owe them and currently to pay them back ... <strong>RETRIBUTION FOR ME , IS IT ???</strong> How long more to suffer ???<br /><br />Since young, I never given a complete Family so everytime when there is family event in school I always have to envy my friends ... Whenever mum is broke, she would bring us to the <strong>USUAL Place FAMILY COURT</strong> so not later I will be able to see my father again...<br /><br />Why parent's broken marriage have to lead to the child suffering ??? Since young , I being told my mother that I'm the cause of their broken marriage ... She also mention without me she would not have get marriage with my father <strong>SO ALL THIS IS ALL MY FAULT</strong> !!!<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align="right"> <div align=right></font></font></font></font></div></div><br><br></div><br><br> </div> <br><br> <br><br> <div style="position: absolute; top:266px; left:63px; width:250px; background-color:(none); filter:alpha(opacity=85);"> <BR> <div class=b1> I am..</div> <div class=b3> married woman with lots of wonderful things around me INTRO INTRO INTRO <br> INTRO INTRO INTRO <BR> </div><BR> <div class=b1> Loves-Hates</div> <div class=b3> LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES <br> LOVES LOVES LOVES<br> HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES HATES </div><BR> <div class=b1> Talk To Me </div> <div class=b3> CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX <br> CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX <br> CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX <br> CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX CBOX<BR> <BR><BR> <BR> </div><br> <div class=b1> Wishes </div> <div class=b3> Wishlist<BR> </div><br> <div class=b1> Friends</div> <div class=b3> . <a href="<Friends's Links>">Friends</a> . <a href="<Friends's Links>">Friends</a> . <a href="<Friends's Links>">Friends</a> . <br> . <a href="<Friends's Links>">Friends</a> . <a href="<Friends's Links>">Friends</a> . <a href="<Friends's Links>">Friends</a> . </div> <br> <div class=b1> The Past </div> <div class=b3> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2009/11/">November 2009</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2009/12/">December 2009</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2010/01/">January 2010</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2010/05/">May 2010</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2011/02/">February 2011</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2011/03/">March 2011</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2011/06/">June 2011</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2011/07/">July 2011</a> <a href="http://lovercindy.blogspot.com/2011/08/">August 2011</a> <br> </div><br> <div class=b1> Credits </div> <div class=b3>  Designed by<br> <a href="http://iblogskins.com" target=0>[-iBlogskins Design-]<br>the latest source for original blog designs</a><br> Images: <a href="http://shop.deviantart.com/">DeviantArt</a><br> </div><br> </div> </body></html>